I very vividly remember, sometimes I used to look into the mirror for long and my mind used to start wondering. I have been thinking about all this since a long time about why I am here, why I am the way I am, where have I come from, what's the purpose of my existence, why am I supposed to make a life here, why am I supposed to fit into society's structure, why this structure exists at the first place, how can I exactly think like this, can there be any other way of me being me, will it still be 'me' if I don't remain the way I am, why is sadness not good, why should one strive to be happy, what does happiness mean and these questions can go till infinite and no one will gain anything from this. I have realized the root cause to all these question is 'ego'. There can be no perfect answer to any of these questions, anyone dealing with these questions will have to first burn and find answers on it's own. Burning is compulsory, it will help you dissolve y...
I am 19 and it is so overwhelming, like the world is chasing but I keep shunning, 20s ahead is scaring me. I am 19 and sometimes I'm strange, I fall for them all, one minute they're perfect, the next but the next they are gone, Is it me or have I been wrong all along? I am 19 and want to conquer it all, yet some days, I like shrinking small. I dream of the future but I hate growing old, still time keeps moving or so I'm told. I am 19 and craving to grow, but the 20s ahead feels heavy as I know. I want everything but does it matter at all? I wonder if life is supposed to feel this tall? I want to grow in love, yet I feel so torn. Like dancing in joy, yet I feel forlorn, I am desperate to feel, yet conscious too, I am 19 and wondering about what should I do?
First of all thanks that from the infinite internet world you chose to land on this page despite knowing that it won't provide you with the 'cool' tag which may help you make new friends. Here on this page I am going to put some of my perspectives about life out in the public. Like every other person with a page I have also created this page for my own selfish reasons like but unlike most of them I don't want to shy away from accepting this. I need true feedback from you if you are reading this. Another motto of this page is to inspire people to start writing and gain clarity about themselves. I do not wish for likes, comments or any kind of appreciation through this page. If that would have been my wish, I would have rather chosen platforms like Instagram or LinkedIn and considered putting the 'marketable' content. Honestly, I am fed up with all these things and this kind of dopamine doesn't serve me anymore. The primary objective reason for my writing is ...
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