sumispace

 I very vividly remember, sometimes I used to look into the mirror for long and my mind used to start wondering. I have been thinking about all this since a long time about why I am here, why I am the way I am, where have I come from, what's the purpose of my existence, why am I supposed to make a life here, why am I supposed to fit into society's structure, why this structure exists at the first place, how can I exactly think like this, can there be any other way of me being me, will it still be 'me' if I don't remain the way I am, why is sadness not good, why should one strive to be happy, what does happiness mean and these questions can go till infinite and no one will gain anything from this.  I have realized the root cause to all these question is 'ego'. There can be no perfect answer to any of these questions, anyone dealing with these questions will have to first burn and find answers on it's own. Burning is compulsory, it will help you dissolve y...

Hirait! Kon hai 'hirait'?  Wo ghar, wo shakhs,  wo pal, wo ehsaas. Jab uski yaad aaye, jab un yaadon me doob jao, jab usse 1 hone ka ehsaas ho jaaye. Par agle hi pal, ye samne aaye,  ki.. wo ghar, wo shakhs, wo pal,  wo ehsaas, jispe mai zinda thi, wo toh kabhi thi hi nahi. Thi tih bas unki yaadein, hain toh bas unka ehsaas. Kabhi kabhi lagta hai, ye jo saansein hai meri, ye bhi 'hirait' hai!  Jo aas paas hai, wo hokar bhi kuch nahi sab sirf 1 shabd mein simti 'Hirait' hai!