sumispace

First of all thanks that from the infinite internet world you chose to land on this page despite knowing that it won't provide you with the 'cool' tag which may help you make new friends. Here on this page I am going to put some of my perspectives about life out in the public. Like every other person with a page I have also created this page for my own selfish reasons like but unlike most of them I don't want to shy away from accepting this. I need true feedback from you if you are reading this. Another motto of this page is to inspire people to start writing and gain clarity about themselves.  I do not wish for likes, comments or any kind of appreciation through this page. If that would have been my wish, I would have rather chosen platforms like Instagram or LinkedIn and considered putting the 'marketable' content. Honestly, I am fed up with all these things and this kind of dopamine doesn't serve me anymore. The primary objective reason for my writing is ...

 I very vividly remember, sometimes I used to look into the mirror for long and my mind used to start wondering. I have been thinking about all this since a long time about why I am here, why I am the way I am, where have I come from, what's the purpose of my existence, why am I supposed to make a life here, why am I supposed to fit into society's structure, why this structure exists at the first place, how can I exactly think like this, can there be any other way of me being me, will it still be 'me' if I don't remain the way I am, why is sadness not good, why should one strive to be happy, what does happiness mean and these questions can go till infinite and no one will gain anything from this.  I have realized the root cause to all these question is 'ego'. There can be no perfect answer to any of these questions, anyone dealing with these questions will have to first burn and find answers on it's own. Burning is compulsory, it will help you dissolve y...

Hirait! Kon hai 'hirait'?  Wo ghar, wo shakhs,  wo pal, wo ehsaas. Jab uski yaad aaye, jab un yaadon me doob jao, jab usse 1 hone ka ehsaas ho jaaye. Par agle hi pal, ye samne aaye,  ki.. wo ghar, wo shakhs, wo pal,  wo ehsaas, jispe mai zinda thi, wo toh kabhi thi hi nahi. Thi tih bas unki yaadein, hain toh bas unka ehsaas. Kabhi kabhi lagta hai, ye jo saansein hai meri, ye bhi 'hirait' hai!  Jo aas paas hai, wo hokar bhi kuch nahi sab sirf 1 shabd mein simti 'Hirait' hai! 

 Socha nahi tha kabhi ye din bhi aayega , jisse  bezaari ho wahi mohabbat ban jayega , Aye ishq tu aur kaise din dikhayega ?

 Hey! Can we run? Who are you? Well ! You know it.. can we run? Yes! but one condition.. don't ask me to shed a hidden fear,  or doubts that linger, ever near.  Just ask me instead what I hold, ask me the silly childhood stories that are yet untold, we'll have a laugh that chases away the night. Then, with a deeply sewn trust, I will confess that for you is still unheard.  No more mute, now the words will take flight, unveiling shadows from the light. 

Socha shabdon ke dhaagon mein piron dun,  jo man mein hai use kahin keh dun, kab chatenge ye badal? Kab badlegi ye ghata? Tu hi bata  Ye na bol dena na kabhi nahin, kyunki har raat ko milti hai, 1 subah nayi. Dil ka bojh mai kaise hataun,  kisko bataun,  kisse chupaaun? Kya hua, kaise hua,  ye na bol sake hum. Baaton ko apni ye na, bayaan kar sake hum.