wrote it by mistake

Oh I am pretty silly!

or maybe

really silly.

I know myself as

not really brainy,

not really sporty,

not really artsy,

not really fancy,

but a pinch of all,

a hint of all,

or I might be wrong. 

Alas! I doubt all along 

while I remain 

master of nothing 

wanting to become jack of everything,

but I don't see that happening.

I think trading is not my business, 

perhaps I will ignore this, 

the capitalistic rat race, 

I don't want to be a part of it, 

perhaps I will sleep, 

while I still can.

I wonder if that makes me..

anti-wannabe.

Umm..

Is that even a word?

I don't know but anyways 

no one cares..

let me get my coverlet 

and accept

with all due respect 

the defeat of my fate.